I have always kept the birth certificates, marriage license, my nursing license, and the passports in a "special" spot at home. I always seem to need the stuff and keeping it all in the bank where it belongs was a huge inconvenience. Well, in August I needed to copy the boys BC for travel soccer and I must not have put the stash back in my special spot--I must have come up with a new hiding place. A place so good that I can NOT remember where it is.
I am going crazy--I have been looking since Monday. I could not even enjoy my birthday yesterday because I am so preoccupied with this loss. I ran today for the first time since Sunday---this is not how I envisioned my B-day week--I definitely wanted to plan a special run, but I can not get my mind off of finding the lost items.
I have tried everything---scattered looking, organized looking, meditation, a pendulum (yes, a pendulum-don't judge, I am desperate), dreaming, not looking, and prayers to St. Anthony (and I am not religious). I need to find these things.
I ran today hoping it would help clear my mind after strength training--I ran 3 miles and felt OK--but the missing/lost feelings stayed with me the whole time. I am sooooo stressed and I just want to find the stuff.
1 comment:
ugh so sorry. hate that feeling, b/c you know you put it somewhere. my only suggestion is to take some time away from it and the thought and start over in a few days. good luck
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